You are merely a ball of energy, quietly pulsating
Contracted and expanded, dense and thin, repeatedly
We are merely a ball of energy, rubbing against one another
Influencing by seen, heard, touched, and felt
The more intensely you exchange the essence of you
The more deeply the energy blends in
What is this feeling?
So complicated
It’s not a single emotion
Confusing and unexplainable
It’s like a mosaic, numerous feelings
Blending in creating something new
Something that wasn’t there before
Am I expanding? Transforming? Ascending?
Moving up, down, backward, or forward
On the loops of Mandala
Ascension – Gedatsu – Egolessness
“There’s no suffering?” you ask.
“I see people suffering everywhere.”
“Are they really suffering?” I respond,
“Or that’s what you think.”
One can only control their own mind, how to perceive things in their life.
One can only learn what the joy is by going through sadness and hardship.
Ascension – Gedatsu – Egolessness
State of being, free from suffering.
Once you attain such a state, then what?
Just blissful death is waiting in the end?
Or, living like a hermit hiding from others and society altogether?
When you are in the state of Gedatsu,
You are free from egoistic bonding to earth.
Ascension – Gedatsu – Egolessness
What is ego?
Earthly desires embedded in every individual’s mind.
What are earthly desires?
Thoughts that suffer people’s mind, causing agony and despair.
What is Gedatsu?
The state of being free from earthly desires, or the state of nothingness, or enlightenment.
ANGEL
Jeremy, you’ve passed the test. Now you will be living in the astral plane.
JEREMY responds to ANGEL’s voice while in bed.
JEREMY
What? I have passed what?
ANGEL
The test. As you’ve passed the test, you will be living in the astral plane.
JEREMY gets up but still staying in bed.
JEREMY
I’ve passed the test… I’ll be living in… where?
ANGEL shows up but JEREMY can only hear her, not see her.
ANGEL
The astral plane. It is going to be like you are living in a state of euphoria while you are still here on earth.
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